Rant-dom

I wish I was at the very least considered even though I wasn't picked. It just feels disappointing when I think I could be endorsed but haven't heard buzz. With slots not completely filled. And I think (modesty aside) I can even do better than those there. They don't know real stories.

I'm being selfish here. And though I'm sure I'd reject if they asked me. Completely blurry.

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Anyway, I remember I have something to post today. And I completely forgot about it but I'm here so lets get the most of the time. Because, why! Hahahaha. Labo. Because I'm blogging again. And that's good news. Because (because is over-exhausted because!) that means I'm partially free from hard work, from nightly toil and sleepless endless. ChE 140 is partially over, ChE 135 made my week better by canceling a class. Weyweyy.

And hey! I finally attended EEE 1 lecture class yesterday! The last time I was there was the day before the exam (when Sir was absent, whuut) and that was two weeks ago! I completely missed a big chunk of lecture about diodes and Sir was almost done about transistors. I don't understand any farking thing. Like, hello, rewind please! I need tutor. Nonsense class was it, though I didn't sleep it out because Sophia was busy cramming on her Comm 3 paper and I was helping her. Hahaha. And I know, no one understood what he said. He was like, "*sigh* may nakaintindi ba?" So I wasn't completely loser.

AND! I finally attended (again! again!) ChE 123! I was supposedly in the 2:30 class but I have something to do then but I don't wish to miss a lesson so I attended the 4:00 class, same teacher. I loved it. 4PM is so late almost no one attends it even though about 15 students are enlisted - they sit in earlier classes, especially the 2:30 where it's always packed because of sit ins. So there, I attended the 4PM class and there were only 5 of us! I think it was better, the teacher was more focused on her few little darlings. The intimacy of it, I was able to raise questions more frequently even though I understood nothing of it since I was absent for no less than 3 weeks.

So whyyy. My frequent absences were due to my UP Manila trips (once a week was that?) and Biñan, Laguna and OSHA, North EDSA and everywhere else just for ChE 140. Yes, I did them. I may have lost about 700 pesos just for transpo costs not to mention about 200 for photocopies. Though I enjoyed them, maybe better than attending those classes where I'd just sleep and get useless.

I'm almost done 140! You'll finally leave me! I love you!